want to know?

ah, i've changed to a new blog.

please let me know if you want my new blog link.

i'll reply you via email.

P/S: write down your email so that i could reply (:

The best of Malaysian bloggers

My top 5 favourite Malaysian bloggers and why I love them.

1. cheeserland.com
2. quaintly.net
3. sweatlee.com
4. kennysia.com
5. isabellakuan.com

Cheeserland.com
First thing, she is really pretty even without Photoshop. And she's sincere and very friendly as you could see she always replies comments and answers questions people posted. One more thing I'm really envious about her is that she's all so carefree and could go traveling all around the world and leave us all pondering what's her actual job that brings her so much of money to do so. If she earns her money just through blogging, then I could die just being jealous of her.

Quaintly.net
Yeahh, Su Ann. She's what I want to be. Powerful vocab, American college student, clever, active and all. I would say she's got the most incredible English standard among all the Malaysian bloggers. I really admire her and genuinely wish that one day I could be like her.

Sweatlee.com
Ahh, I love her character. She's such a real person and yes, she's also studying in American college. Uh huh, I'm crazy and desperate wanting to go to America thus I worship Malaysians who get to go there to further their studies especially people who are more than just a bookworm, like, Suetli.

Kennysia.com
Finally a guy, huh? Yeap, no doubt, he's the most popular Malaysian blogger of all-time. He's got such a funny face, amusing character, easy-to-understand-yet-amazing English and humorous writing style. His bestie is Cheesie and Cheesie's bestie is him, therefore they are both as awesome as ever. HAHA.

Isabellakuan.com
Bell. Okay, I adore her among the other female bloggers who gain readers just because of their looks because she's beyond just a pretty face. I take my hat off for her candidness that makes her even more attractive than the others.

Making a visit to their blogs won't kill you. But view at your own risk as they are extremely addictive.

Subscribing to Topshop's newsletter might be a wrong decision for me. Whenever I look at the new arrivals, I get all excited and desperate. But, the point is, exam is coming and I can't go anywhere but school, MacDonald's and Starbuck only.

By the way, stuff above, mostly from Topshop except for the Chanel earrings which I can't afford it, HAH! Dream on dream on.

Bye loves! I got a bad feeling that I will fail something in the coming exam. kthxbai.

goodbye

Time to blog something, oh yeah?

I was told that my guitar teacher, Ahyao which had taught me guitar for one year is going to stop teaching starting from next month.
This news came too sudden that it's really hard for me to accept it in such a short time with no psychological preparation.

I'm going to miss his long rebonded hair, his quirkiness, his bad English, his cyborg hands when he plays solo on electric guitar, his very own way of playing electric guitar (like playing piano on guitar, you know), his all sorts of music theories, his quite bad vocal, his metal album with whole loads of songs written by himself and his very very good teaching.

He taught me guitar from zero to hero (okay, maybe not hero but it is something) and loadsa things that I didn't know at all. He made me love music more that I can never live without music now. He makes me wanna show classical freaks that we, pop music enthusiasts are awesome!

One thing he doesn't know about me is that I've broken the CD he gave me as a present. What's so special about that CD is that it's his very own album with his signature and my name on the cover. I feel really really bad for this and I didn't mean to break it or whatsoever. It just accidentally cracked in the CD-rom and was found months after it's broken.

We worked hard for the annual concert of the music studio last year, which is my very first guitar performance. Though it wasn't that successful, at least we all tried our best. That will never be forgotten.

A new teacher is going to replace him and that teacher is made known as a very professional person who has graduated with a music master from a American college. But I know it very well that no matter how good this person is in music, he's never gonna be a better teacher than Ahyao because Ahyao is my very first music teacher and also the best.

It's such an odd thing for me to have such sentimental moment, I know. But there's no other way that I could express myself other than writting. And blogging is the only path I could tell what I'm thinking and feeling inside.

Tomorrow I'm having my final lesson with Ahyao. I'm still uncertain about the reason that he's leaving. Or maybe he's not leaving the studio, just stops giving lessons. I don't know but I genuinely don't want him to leave.

Thank you, teacher.

*edits*
Got to know from my friend that Ahyao is going to Shanghai for his music career. Sad to accept the fact that he really is leaving but I give him my blessings. I would really love to see him being a famous guitarist there. =)

to die for

Chanel backpack




Pinned DIY top

Givenchy inspired DIY headband

Stuck in the moment- Justin Bieber

With you
With you
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place

Now Romeo & Juliet
Bet they never felt the way we felt
Bonnie & Clyde
Never had the highlight
We do
We do

You and I both know it can't work
It's all fun and games
'Til someone gets hurt
And I don't
I won't let that be you

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
There might be something real between us two
Who knew
Now we don't wanna fall but
We're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
Cause I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like Adam & Eve
Tragedy was a destiny
Like Sonny & Cher
I don't care
I got you baby

See we both
Fightin' every inch of our fiber
Cause in a way
It's gonna end right but
We are both too foolish to stop

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
There might be something real between us two
Who knew
And we don't wanna fall but
We're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
And I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space cause
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like
Just because this cold cold world saying we can't be
Baby we both have the right to disagree
And I ain't with it
And I don't wanna be so old and gray
Something isn't 'bout these better days
But something's just telling us to let go
So we'll never know

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Cause everything we did
And everything we have is stuck in the moment
Yeah

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Oh no no
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

Almost Alice

went to Singapore yesterday with Junyi.
it's so nice of him cause nobody was willing to accompany me to Singapore. :/

watched Alice in Wonderland which I've been wanting to watch so desperately for sooooo long.
i really think it shouldn't be named as Alice in Wonderland cause the movie is totally different from the book.
like, two different stories.

and, Tweedledee and Tweedledum are from Looking-Glass.
they're NOT from Wonderland.
same to the human-faced flowers.

the best things about the movie?
Chesire cat & Tweedles.
godness, i loveeeee chesire.

off i go.
bye.

kthxbai

Canon 500D kit II

New cam!
Canon 500D kit II

me, well i look kinda weird

Jeremy

my dog. mini pincher.

my handwriting. bet you can't understand :p

watched the lovely bones today.
it's just as boring as the book.

((:

Alice in Wonderland! Here I come!

DIY pinned top

I wouldn't say I love this new Topshop lace rose tights very much.
I would prefer if the colour is darker or maybe lighter so that it looks like I tattooed the roses on my legs.
& of course everyone in the town looked at me like I was a freak with that tights!
This is just kind of frustrating 'cause people in my country don't really know about fashion, yeah.

About the pinned top, it's actually very easy to do it.
Get pins, pin them up randomly on your top, and you'll get this!
I think it would be better if you got pins of different sizes, that gives the top a more "complex" look. (can't find the right word though, pardon my poor english :/ )

The top can be matched with barely anything.

enjoy!

i'm back from KL.
sunway college was really cool.
i might be taking american degree programme there after spm.

anyways, i went to Pavilion today at KL.
it's a nice place for shopping.
i would say it's the best place to shop in Malaysia.

of course i got myself loads of books again.

• Nightlight (Twilight parody)- The Harvard Lampoon
• Kane and Abel- Jeffrey Archer
• Paths of Glory- Jeffrey Archer
• Have a Little Faith- Mitch Albom
• The Book of Tomorrow- Cecilia Ahern
• Her Fearful Symmetry- Audrey Niffenegger
• Twenties Girl- Sophie Kinsella

& i've completed another shopaholic book!
yay for that!
Shopaholic takes Manhattan is nice but i still prefer Confessions of a Shopaholic.

heh, imma go enjoy my books now!
ttyl!

My American Idol

Heh, here's my favourite contestants!



Casey James

guitar guitar guitar pro.


Alex Lambert

his previous performance with guitar was really good



Siobhan Magnus

I simply love her



Lilly Scott

guitar, sighs.

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Who's your American Idol?

Finished The Patron Saint of Butterflies last week.
I would say it's quite good, 3 out of 5 stars.
The story's a bit predictable, but I love reading both Agnes and Honey's perspectives.

On my way to complete The Kite Runner.
The first book ever that really touched my heart.

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Exam's just around the corner.
Urgh.

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I really feel bad for dropping the guitar pick jordon gave me so carelessly.
!@#$%^&*
come back to me my dear pick!

Updates

Books I've completed recently:

• The Secret to Teen Power
• Life of Pi
• Confessions of a Shopaholic
• The Alchemist
• Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking-Glass

New books :DDD

Currently reading The Patron Saint of Butterflies.
So far so good, expecting the story to get more and more exciting!

Hee, exam's coming but I don't think I'm going to do anything about it.
Er, perhaps I'll do something about it, next week, but at least, not now.

I'm torn between reading novels, practicing guitar, going for tuition, studying for exam.

How?!

a new blog.
yes? no?

It was last Friday



Accompanied Jeremy to go City Square for CNY shopping after tuition

He got himself one pants ONLY, lmao

Dinner @ Sizzling Stonegrill


Jeremy with my phone


My coke float


Forgot the name already


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been craving for too many stuffs recently, sighs

• Canon DSLR
• iPad
• Nike jacket
• Rayban Wayfarer sunglasses
  
• Taylor guitar
• Topshop flats
• Books

I'm finishing the book Life of Pi
It is so much better than I've expected
I would say this book is brilliant
can't wait to read until the very last page of it

#

first attempt

My first attempt for eyeshadow make up
failed


close up


got this Kate eyeshadow from Sasa yesterday for RM55.55


The colour is really nice but the darkest brown isn't dark enough

Hah I know you can't really see the colour on my eyes
that's why i call this a fail case

URGH

sogo night

went for movie night at dojo just now


i love my Topshop sweater!


Yum yum yum

nightey
super tired manxz!

my worst purchase ever

i'm super stressed out recently

yeah actually i was so busy that i didn't even realize that i was so pressurized

until the symptoms showed themselves

too much of work to do
not enough time

my theory:
the mood of your day is directly proportional to the amount of time you get to rest that day.

yes

saturday used to be my favourite day of the week
but it isn't anymore
since i got my 4 hours continuous tuition classes started

now my favourite day is wednesday
because that's the only day i can come home at 1.50pm and got no tuition at all

urgh
hate crapping to myself
kthxbai

vulnerable

weak

whatever you say


damn

why is it that nobody's helping me for the work?

isn't this a group work?

juniors, i'm so disappointed

he says imma eat you up

why is it so hard to find an angry pug?


innocent much?

after the magic of photoshop
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much better.

nobody understands how i feel now

for some unknown reasons
i'm having very bad skin now

i've never had such bad skin

whenever i look into the mirror
i feel ugly

i've lost all my confidence

i have to stop using every skincare product i was using
maybe they went wrong
yeah maybe

i don't feel like going out with skin like this
it just sucked

i hate it when people look at me as if they never seen me with pimples

im asking for help from my mom now since she's a doctor
yeah right another advantage of having a doctor mommy

gonna get some antibiotics to eat and cure this shit

im not gonna live with this skin for the rest of my life

i know i will get back my skin
this is too abnormal for me

yes the flawless (not exactly flawless but they said it is so yeah) skin will be back!

Silversun Pickups

Hello my new love.



Silversun Pickups

New added songs on my playlist:

• Edge Of Desire- John Mayer
• Friends, Lovers or Nothing- John Mayer
• Today Was A Fairytale- Taylor Swift
• Somebody to love- Leighton Meester
• Your love's a drug- Leighton Meester
• We Interwined- The Hush Sound
• Where We Went Wrong- The Hush Sound
• Sweet Tangerine- The Hush Sound
• You Are The Moon- The Hush Sound
• Wine Red- The Hush Sound
• The Alamo Is No Place For Dancing- The Scene Aesthetic
• Well Thought Out Twinkles- Silversun Pickups
• Kissing Families- Silversun Pickups
• Lazy Eye- Silversun Pickups
• Broken- Lifehouse
• Take Me Away- Lifehouse
• Runaway- Love and Theft
• All Or Nothing- Theory of a Deadman

indie / rock / alternatives / blues / pop / country
♥♥♥

Gabe

..

every time is the first time
so I pretend it's the last time
that I'mma ever hear you say those words
three little words

Postsecret

Favourite PostSecret of this week.



This matches the lyrics from Wait For You- Elliot Yamin.

So baby I will wait for you
'cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

This is what I've been thinking today.

What if the world is coming to its end in a month's time?
What would you do in the last month of your life?

Here's mine:

• Quit school.
• Tell everyone how grateful I am for having them as a part of my life.
• Get a boyfriend.
• Travel around the world.
• Go diving.
• Go skydiving.
  
• Dance on the stage again.
• Sing for people.
• Make as many friends as I could.
• Meet John Mayer and Shane Dawson in person.
• Tell everyone that I love them when I really mean it.
• Be a christian.
• Finish the bible.
• Watch all the great movies I've missed.
  
• Read all the books I love.
• Play a complete song on guitar.
• Eat everything I like.
• Sleep as long as I would like to.
• Drive.
• Be a doctor, lawyer, businessman, celebrity, beggar each for a day.
• Stay overnight at friend's house.
• Follow my heart.
  

& more.

I just couldn't convince myself to do all these now before everything is too late although the world's end is almost confirmed.
Even if the world isn't ending in 2012, it will still be a bad year.

Or maybe not.

Optimism! :D

Sorry my dear guitar.
I'm way too busy to spend time with you.
Forgive me =)

Wobbly legs;
Heavy arms;
Nearly disfigured nose.

LOL, a new challenge.

Random surprise

Chocolate from Russia.

from Thomson, my senior, future doctor :)

xoxo;

Random

I'm happy because:

• I've found my motivation to study.
• I don't find my life dull anymore.
• My skin is getting better now.
• I think I've gotten over him. (err, maybe not -.-)
  
• I'm having some improvement on my guitar.
  
• I got myself some books at Harris today.

Chicken Soup

:))


Life of Pi

I was introduced to this book by Mrs Chee few months ago.
Yeah, bought it!


The Secret to Teen Power

I'm a big fan of The Secret.
It's like my bible.


In case you don't know. This is the original The Secret.

Mad excited with my books now!!

You know what?
A single move of yours made my day.

To improve

credits to DeviantArt

It's only the first day of school and I'm already feeling so lost.
I'm worried about my future too much lately, which isn't a good sign.

Mom kept on asking me to go for A level in Malaysia but that surely isn't what I want.
I have to get out of this shitty place and start afresh although I know it's not going to be easy for me.

Thanks to a Singaporean friend who told me I might cry if I enter Polytechnic 'cause Malaysians' English cannot make it.
So that means, Malaysians shouldn't be going anywhere but stay in Malaysia?
Does that even make sense? Malaysians aren't that bad, please throw that typical perspective away.

I know I really suck in English but this year is a brand new year, Imma make it better.
I will (try my best to) finish reading at least one book every month.
My target is to get A1 for 1119 English in SPM.
It seems possible if I try really hard to, optimism, yes.

To improve:

• Finish all the homework.
• Do revision for everything I've learnt in school everyday.
• No skipping tuition classes.
• Try to join as many competition as possible for the certificates sake.
  

Yeah, not very hard to achieve so I think I can do it.
Fuck you if you try to pour cold water on me.
If you can't say anything nice, then don't say.

Thank you.

New Year Eve

V S M




Take one.


Much better.

First time meeting up WeeThye and JunYi.
First time counting down @ Danga Bay.
Well, not exactly a countdown event cause no one actually counts 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 there.
Fireworks lasted for less than 30 seconds!

Was that a hoax or what?

Went back around 3.30am 'cause we got no transport, hah!

Happy New Year people!