sogo night

went for movie night at dojo just now


i love my Topshop sweater!


Yum yum yum

nightey
super tired manxz!

my worst purchase ever

i'm super stressed out recently

yeah actually i was so busy that i didn't even realize that i was so pressurized

until the symptoms showed themselves

too much of work to do
not enough time

my theory:
the mood of your day is directly proportional to the amount of time you get to rest that day.

yes

saturday used to be my favourite day of the week
but it isn't anymore
since i got my 4 hours continuous tuition classes started

now my favourite day is wednesday
because that's the only day i can come home at 1.50pm and got no tuition at all

urgh
hate crapping to myself
kthxbai

vulnerable

weak

whatever you say


damn

why is it that nobody's helping me for the work?

isn't this a group work?

juniors, i'm so disappointed

he says imma eat you up

why is it so hard to find an angry pug?


innocent much?

after the magic of photoshop
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much better.

nobody understands how i feel now

for some unknown reasons
i'm having very bad skin now

i've never had such bad skin

whenever i look into the mirror
i feel ugly

i've lost all my confidence

i have to stop using every skincare product i was using
maybe they went wrong
yeah maybe

i don't feel like going out with skin like this
it just sucked

i hate it when people look at me as if they never seen me with pimples

im asking for help from my mom now since she's a doctor
yeah right another advantage of having a doctor mommy

gonna get some antibiotics to eat and cure this shit

im not gonna live with this skin for the rest of my life

i know i will get back my skin
this is too abnormal for me

yes the flawless (not exactly flawless but they said it is so yeah) skin will be back!

Silversun Pickups

Hello my new love.



Silversun Pickups

New added songs on my playlist:

• Edge Of Desire- John Mayer
• Friends, Lovers or Nothing- John Mayer
• Today Was A Fairytale- Taylor Swift
• Somebody to love- Leighton Meester
• Your love's a drug- Leighton Meester
• We Interwined- The Hush Sound
• Where We Went Wrong- The Hush Sound
• Sweet Tangerine- The Hush Sound
• You Are The Moon- The Hush Sound
• Wine Red- The Hush Sound
• The Alamo Is No Place For Dancing- The Scene Aesthetic
• Well Thought Out Twinkles- Silversun Pickups
• Kissing Families- Silversun Pickups
• Lazy Eye- Silversun Pickups
• Broken- Lifehouse
• Take Me Away- Lifehouse
• Runaway- Love and Theft
• All Or Nothing- Theory of a Deadman

indie / rock / alternatives / blues / pop / country
♥♥♥

Gabe

..

every time is the first time
so I pretend it's the last time
that I'mma ever hear you say those words
three little words

Postsecret

Favourite PostSecret of this week.



This matches the lyrics from Wait For You- Elliot Yamin.

So baby I will wait for you
'cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

This is what I've been thinking today.

What if the world is coming to its end in a month's time?
What would you do in the last month of your life?

Here's mine:

• Quit school.
• Tell everyone how grateful I am for having them as a part of my life.
• Get a boyfriend.
• Travel around the world.
• Go diving.
• Go skydiving.
  
• Dance on the stage again.
• Sing for people.
• Make as many friends as I could.
• Meet John Mayer and Shane Dawson in person.
• Tell everyone that I love them when I really mean it.
• Be a christian.
• Finish the bible.
• Watch all the great movies I've missed.
  
• Read all the books I love.
• Play a complete song on guitar.
• Eat everything I like.
• Sleep as long as I would like to.
• Drive.
• Be a doctor, lawyer, businessman, celebrity, beggar each for a day.
• Stay overnight at friend's house.
• Follow my heart.
  

& more.

I just couldn't convince myself to do all these now before everything is too late although the world's end is almost confirmed.
Even if the world isn't ending in 2012, it will still be a bad year.

Or maybe not.

Optimism! :D

Sorry my dear guitar.
I'm way too busy to spend time with you.
Forgive me =)

Wobbly legs;
Heavy arms;
Nearly disfigured nose.

LOL, a new challenge.

Random surprise

Chocolate from Russia.

from Thomson, my senior, future doctor :)

xoxo;

Random

I'm happy because:

• I've found my motivation to study.
• I don't find my life dull anymore.
• My skin is getting better now.
• I think I've gotten over him. (err, maybe not -.-)
  
• I'm having some improvement on my guitar.
  
• I got myself some books at Harris today.

Chicken Soup

:))


Life of Pi

I was introduced to this book by Mrs Chee few months ago.
Yeah, bought it!


The Secret to Teen Power

I'm a big fan of The Secret.
It's like my bible.


In case you don't know. This is the original The Secret.

Mad excited with my books now!!

You know what?
A single move of yours made my day.

To improve

credits to DeviantArt

It's only the first day of school and I'm already feeling so lost.
I'm worried about my future too much lately, which isn't a good sign.

Mom kept on asking me to go for A level in Malaysia but that surely isn't what I want.
I have to get out of this shitty place and start afresh although I know it's not going to be easy for me.

Thanks to a Singaporean friend who told me I might cry if I enter Polytechnic 'cause Malaysians' English cannot make it.
So that means, Malaysians shouldn't be going anywhere but stay in Malaysia?
Does that even make sense? Malaysians aren't that bad, please throw that typical perspective away.

I know I really suck in English but this year is a brand new year, Imma make it better.
I will (try my best to) finish reading at least one book every month.
My target is to get A1 for 1119 English in SPM.
It seems possible if I try really hard to, optimism, yes.

To improve:

• Finish all the homework.
• Do revision for everything I've learnt in school everyday.
• No skipping tuition classes.
• Try to join as many competition as possible for the certificates sake.
  

Yeah, not very hard to achieve so I think I can do it.
Fuck you if you try to pour cold water on me.
If you can't say anything nice, then don't say.

Thank you.

New Year Eve

V S M




Take one.


Much better.

First time meeting up WeeThye and JunYi.
First time counting down @ Danga Bay.
Well, not exactly a countdown event cause no one actually counts 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 there.
Fireworks lasted for less than 30 seconds!

Was that a hoax or what?

Went back around 3.30am 'cause we got no transport, hah!

Happy New Year people!